well, this set layout is different. I like it though. I can’t really say its like my old set’s because i never really made them like this, but it is more “preppy”. I’m sort of getting over the whole indie phase. I still like it dont get me wrong, i’m just not as in love with it as i was before. I feel like i was so much happier when i made these more “preppy” sets and listened to demi lovato and the jonas brothers. But then again i was a lot more naive a year ago.
I’m probably going to start making more set’s like these, i’m still probably going to make indie, “hipster” sets, but probably not as much. School’s almost starting and I’m going into my first year of high school, so im probably not going to be making a lot of sets. Everyone on here seems to me leaving and such, and i’m not leaving exactly, just probably not going to have the time to go on as much once school starts.
I’ve also promised myself to be more organized and procrastinate less, and just do a better job at studying and homework, these past two years ive done really well, but high school is probably going to be a lot tougher on me and i need to focus more. I’m ready for a change, i want to be happier.
I also made a list of thing’s im allowing/not allowing myself to do/ become in highschool. and just goals that i have for myself. I think this will really help me in the future.So, i realize i come across to a lot of my friends as boy crazy, which i guess in a way i am. i think that they believe im more desprate for a boyfriend than i truly am. i was watching this vlog on youtube and she was saying how in her freshman year she was in love with the idea of being in love, and thats how i think i am. I love the idea of having a boyfriend, and all those other cheesy, lovey dovey things. But really when it comes down to it, im not ready for a boyfriend. I dont need one. its too much of a distraction from school, and to be honest i feel like im to young for that stuff. I think i set my standards high for guys, because i really dont want a relationship. I’m sure all my thoughts of wanting a boyfriend will come back once a see the guys in highschool, and who knows maybe I will start dating, but for now i just need to focus on myself.
who ever read all that can you comment be happy? it would mean a lot.
ps. zac efron is soso attractive
pps. apparently "dooo0 me" makes the polybot cry.